the solitudinous symphony~

Wandering around aimlessly..
Without a peek of light, lost is the only option..
Darkness covers the entire surrounding as though contrast doesnt exist...
Nothing but emptiness was around..
Nothing can be felt.. not even a single touch
Nothing can be heard.. not even you scream your lungs out
Nothing can be seen.. not even a tiniest bit of light
There isn't anywhere to go.. no exits..

Torn between right and desire..
Unable to cope up with the frustation building up inside..
Jealousy being the mastermind.. dissolving everything that's inside..
Stubbornly decided to chase 2 rabbits..
Disappointed with the foreseen results..
Here.. begging for another chance..
Though the end will be the same even if given another..
Pathetic..

No longer has anything to hold on to..
No longer has anything to believe in anymore..
No longer has anything to look forward to..

Troubling thoughts clouding the mind..
Jealousy burns the heart..
On the edge of losing everything.. Or did everything is already lost from the start?
Is it all just a coincidence? Or is it a curse that had to be beared?
Without a clue.. Maybe it is easier to leave everything behind before they are taken away..
Nothing's left besides this solitudinious symphony..
Its endless and soundless screams~